Hello world, im still here. I have been talking to elliot alot lately, (my ex) he is going to come visit me here and then i am going to go visit him in new york in october. im really excited. I miss him alot. Sometimes you need to lose somebody to realize that they were the one. I know alot of my family and friends may not agree with me, but elliot loves me more than anything in the world and ihave never felt a love like this before. I am excited about what the future brings. People need to realize that this is my life and if they dont like the decisions i make then thats to bad. Just be there for me, thats all you can do. I am going to visit jill and shane and jills mom tonight :) YAY i miss them. cant wait.
Jes with one S